坚持的理由

“为什么你这么喜欢空手道” 一个很简单，很唐突的问题，却让我沉思了一个晚上。

竟然想不出理由，我的坚持，到底是为了什么？

因为喜欢上台的感觉？喜欢打人发泄的感觉？还是喜欢被支持的感觉？

好像都不是。记忆回到第一次比赛的情景。。。。

那是我第一次上场比赛，也输得很惨。

空闲之余，把视线转到正在斗得火热的擂台，那道背影，让我心惊，让我心动。

175的身高扛上185的对手，简直就是大欺小嘛。

虽然身高的悬殊存在着，可是在你机灵的反抗之下，竟然让观众大跌眼镜的————

在这一场比赛胜了，胜得很潇洒，很帅气。

第一次发现到帅不一定要靠脸蛋，那自信的笑容，让我沦陷了。

无法自拔的爱上空手道。。。

不断告诉自己，要努力练习，达到能和你交手的境界；

但现实往往让人沮尙，我的努力永远不够你的努力。

如今，你已经是国手了，我却像躲在龟壳里的乌龟，永远无法变强。。

要继续的阻碍太多太多了，父母的反对，远距离的奔波，繁忙的课业，

让我无法兼顾。。

至少，至少也要等到比完明年的SUKMA。

一个让自己继续练下去的借口，一个追寻你的动力。。

永远都会记得你说过的，要相信自己的实力，不要为比赛而比赛，

而是要学会去享受比赛，享受过程，吸取宝贵的经验。。

在每一次的输赢成长。。

未完成的故事

未完成的故事

缩在床的暗角 等着闪光的信息

一秒一秒过了逝了 铃声始终没响

是太忙看不见 还是故意不理睬

两者之间始终没有正确的答案

闭着眼一夜无眠到天明 反反复复想着从前的回忆

曾经排在第一的位置应该已落榜了

曾今承诺的幸福宣言 没有落实的空间

未完成的故事 我们都无法找到结局

到底谁能陪谁走到最后

连你我都无法确定

未完成的故事 停顿在低潮

找不到出口 只能围着情节打转

伤横累累的心 束缚跳动的节奏

也许答案已有 只是没有勇气面对

你的太忙我的寂寞 永远找不到平衡点

身高的距离 时间的距离 黑白的距离

原来我们只是输给了距离

纯纯的爱

纯纯的爱

我期待下一个相遇的地方，

你的存在就是简单的幸福，

缺了你世界变得没有生命，

心跳明显地减底速度，

呼吸也没有氧气的味道…

我们之间谁来踏出第一步，

情陷爱昧找不到答案，

连爱神丘彼特也犹豫不觉,

该不该将手中的剑射出，

凑合两位迟钝的爱情笨蛋…

喜欢就牵起手勇敢告白，

别三心两意拿不定主意，

要相信答案会是一百分，

星星的见证月佬的祝福，

将纯纯的爱牵成心型圈…

喜欢就鼓起勇气放胆去追，

不需要山盟海誓，只要真心对待，

爱不需要理由，只需要信仰，

相信结果会是幸福美满…

最近很忙，结果灵感又涌出来。。

所以得保握时机，将它写下来，参加摇篮手，更是我学习写词的机会咯。。

欢迎所有才华横溢的同学参加摇篮手将要举办的校创。

会是你吗？？

不幸错过了机会，

等待下一个奇迹，

雨停了天放晴朗，

七色彩虹高挂天，

流出淡淡的温暖…

樱花叶纷芳洒落，

若隐若显的渺光，

徘徊在倒影之间，

突然刮起的狂风，

吹散打结的杂念…

火车站铁馗旁，期待你的来临，

人人来来往往，独缺那道背影，

今天出现的你，会套上什么色的披肩，

红橙黄绿蓝靛紫，应该会是久违的白色…

心跳加速着，等待你出现，

踏出那一刻，是熟悉的面孔，

阳光般笑容，是预期的目标，

习惯翘起嘴，挥手Say Hello，

繁忙中的这一刹那，是笑容最甜的时刻。。

MASC snap

ALL THE COMITTEES OF MASC 2009

OUR WELL DONE CENTRAL COMITTEES

YEAH, FINALLY OUR DEPARTMENT,SS DEPARTMENT,ANOTHER TERM OF PROGRAM DEPARTMENT

Today, my class start at 830.But, i forced to wake up, early in the morning 5 o'clock for the photo section of MASC..

First of all, let me introduce what is meant by MASC.

MASC --Malaysia Accounting Students Convention will be held in December 2009 at University Malaya, Kuala Lumpur. It serve as a platform to gather accounting undergraduates from universities or colleges to discuss about the current issues, shares opinion and most importantly a chance to meet with enterpreneurs as we are going to have career exposure..

Here are our objectives:1.To prepare future accountants who are highly competent, ethical, and socially responsible in the borderless accounting world. – Exemplary Leaders

2.To prepare students by exposing them to the challenges and opportunities that accountants face in this globalised world now. – Global Economy

3.To ignite passion among accounting students in realizing their dreams through the experiences of great role models from the accounting field. – Personal & Career Development

This is the first accounting project I join since i enter accounting faculty. After gone through terrible,horrible and scary interview , i finally successfully become a committee of MASC under program department, great with satisfaction.

Lets me move back to the photo section..Its really a good day to take photo, no rain, no sun only that we need to resist with the sleeping worm..All the committes are so smart and charming with their formal courts..At the moment, I suddenly think of a chinese idiom which say that "Buddha need gold attire, people need formal attire(佛要金装，人要衣装）”.Its definitely true!!

"1,2,3 smile"..

After NG for several time, we finally complete our whole committee photo section..

Then follow by departments photo section and finally individual SS ( shock sendiri) section".

The time gone so fast that without realising, its time to go for tuturial, if not, my lecture is going to chase me out from the class lo..

JUNIOR SHOCK SENDIRI SECTION

AM I LOOK PROFESSIONAL??

SO, WHATS YOU WAITING FOR, MASC SURELY A GREAT CONVENTION FOR ACCOUNTING STUDENTS TO JOIN, DONT EVER MISS OUT THE CHANCE..

TO FOLLOW US OR KEEP UPDATE WITH OUR LATEST INFO,JUST JOIN OUR GROUP

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A day in s.wang ktv..

31 julai 2009 friday

Today, is a quite memorable day for me..This is the first time i went out to sing ktv at s.wang green box since i enter UM lo..Actually we broke a quite great record, that is-walk a very very long distance from KLCC to S.wang under the terrible hot sun.Erm, forgot to mention, i went KLCC for the pc fair and bring back a labtop with me( Inspiron 14, quite worth with RM88 student rebate).. Fortunately sian senior is with me, if not,I really dont know how to carry back the heavy big stuff.

Once i step into the ktv, i did not hesitate to throw myself into the soft and nice sofa with the cooling air condition release my whole body tiredness without caring the imej ..This is the first time i realise the important of air conditioner .. The invention really help a lot,if not, many people will starve due to the effect of global warming.

It is funny to see those guys shouting and screaming like monkey with the microphone in hand..There are 2 bananas which cannot understand Mandarin words. So , what to do??The way to solve the problem is choose Malay song..When the "Balik Kampung lyric flow out, all of them get high and sing the song with energetic..This cause me have a feel of balk kampung also as I did not meet my families for a very long time already.lol.. Miss them so much.. What to do, uni life is full of busyness and Malacca is flood with H1N1 cases. My family definitely stop me from going home ..



Me and Su rong..After separate for so long since graduated from Matriculation,we finally meet again in UM...hehe..



seniors who went out with us, funny is most appropriate word to describe them

和空手道的约定（18.6.2009）

2009年六月中，到wilayah persekutuan 参加SWIP比赛， 并带回来了一些纪念品
在团体赛拿到铜牌，公开搏击拿到金牌

男生公开搏击赛的得主，也是被马六甲选手夺下了，注：左起二。。

我和重量级的Rozila 姐姐，再和她比赛的过程中，我可怜的脸被挨了三拳，最后还要天使般的护士姐姐帮我敷冰。。不过要痛才会进步嘛。。

《和空手道的约定》

自信的背后隐藏着寂寞

微笑的转角可以是哭泣

就算是独自做热身运动

也掩饰渴望同伴的陪伴

师傅严厉嘱咐犹如圣旨

就算累毙还得继续训练

跌倒能刺激冲刺的能量

打飞挡在面前的绊脚石

从比赛输了哭了心痛了

至到师傅坐在身边安慰

让我体会到希望的存在

所以要用力把泪水抹掉

勇敢的爬起来继续奋斗

不会再让失望变成绝望

输家永远属于失败战士

只有胜利才能得到认可

空手道的日子就是挑战。。

最近练到有点累，能真真陪我练习的同伴，做我对手的人，越来越少了,武馆也不像从前般的热闹，想换个环境来练习的渴望越来越强。

现在的我总算明白了高处不胜寒的道理。人总是需要旗鼓相当的同伴才能进步嘛，这就是我想挣脱的原因，想出发到另一个地方，寻找更强的对手来陪我训练，原地踏步只会浇熄我对空手道德热忱。。

其实我蛮羡慕柔佛和槟城的空手道队友，每次去比赛，都有一大班华人，真的有一家人的感觉。。不像我，这么久了，还不能融入自己的圈子，不同的肤色，真的会带来很大的差别。。不过，另一方面也是我的错啦，每次都因为读书考试而无法出席练习，所以和队友之间那薄薄的隔膜始终存在着。。。

曾经，有人告诉我：“喜欢空手道，是因为喜欢胜利上台拿牌的感觉”而我也为了这句话努力。不过现在才发现到我追求的不是胜利，而是能在每一场比赛抓到自己的弱点，并加以改进。只有不断进步，才能证明实力。。

最近，身体明显的变弱了，应该是因为刚生病好，又加上为了比赛而大幅度练习吧，所以每天都在全身痛中度过，也许应该偷懒休息一下。。

明天， 我就能知道到底能不能进马大并得到想要的科系，有点紧张，不过只能无助的将命运交托给运气主宰，希望这次也能顺利过关。。耶稣， 拜托您要多多帮我咯。。

离别的回忆

在收拾行李，离开校园前， 我们当然不忘到学校各各有纪念价值的地方留下足迹。。

真的很难想象，一年的时光就这样飞驰而过，

连留下一点时间，让我们多聚一点都不行。

想当初，我还恨不得马上逃离这所监狱似的学校（我们住的宿舍很像监牢）

可是当我开始想珍惜她的好时，她却毫不留情地把我拉出轨道

原本还想来个孙悟空大闹校园，把校园闹得鸡犬不宁

但是，在我还来不及向讲师们感谢他们的教育之恩前，

校方一就把我们扫出校门了， 怕我们留在学校会浪费资源，所以只好拍拍屁股走人咯。。

对怕晒得我来说，这走廊是去cafe B，block tututrial, block science
的必经之路，因为有人造雨伞嘛

学校的小孩游乐园，
这么多人坐在小孩子玩的滑梯上，不怕坏吗，酱大了还不知保护公物
没关系啦，久久一次。。。

这就是我的gang--《公主城堡 princess palace 简称：7p square 》

哇!!!毕业了就这么开心吗，兴奋到比手画脚，小心咯，要站稳，别跌倒，乐极生悲

这两位突然跑出来的路人，我们这边男生免进嘞，
不过看在你们这么想跟我们合照的份上，就免费当你们的临时模特吧
开玩笑啦，简介一下，戴领带的那位是庆贤，黑衣那位是建平

《星空下的友谊》

思绪意识与星星的迷宫
走到一年前当初的回忆
就像刚进入城市的袋鼠
我们带着梦想踏入校园
无知的上厕所都会迷路
从开始努力去适应环境
到后来把校规当成废话
都经历了不少风风雨雨
困难是朋友的拔刀相助
寂寞时传信息互相诉苦
费尽心思去结交新朋友
放肆地做运动大喊解压
不服气地叉腰争锋相对
为中秋节付出一份力量
假惺惺为道德分数演戏
结伴出游环绕马六甲市
特地绕道去看帅哥美女
盛装打扮出席礼仪晚宴
熬夜复习熬成中国熊猫
心连心响应全球熄灯节
一切的一切尽在回忆中
开始舍不得朋友的暖炉
你们的怀抱如此的暖和
剩下的日子已屈指可数
该插上翅膀远走高飞了
迎向人生的新一段旅程
牛朗难忘对织女的思念
深交的朋友也不想分开
泪或许能取代千言万语
却无法和你们挥手告别
我们将被分到东西南北
未来只能遥望圆月倾诉
默默地回想里别的情愫
星星也配合地落下流星
将思念带给远方的你们

~各位matric朋友们,你们最近还好吗？？

这首诗是送给每一位2008/2009年毕业的matric生，想必那些有出席art stream叙别会的朋友们都听过这首诗吧。。

这首诗是我在2009年四月的某一天（全球熄灯节）时写的。

当天全校一片黑暗， 我、素蓉还有雅笖坐在小凉亭看星星， 顺便回忆一下KMM的点点滴滴

就这样灵感大发地写下这篇诗

猜猜这是谁，当然是本小姐wo咯，刚考完试，一脸黑眼圈，所以只好用太阳花遮住咯
我们的房间是不是真的很像关动物的笼子
我就是那位被关在里面的熊猫咯

我和我的roomate,她的妈妈可是华人哦

学校里为我们遮阴的大树，当然要好好感谢您咯。
本来是要在树上刻下本座大名，不过为了提倡政府环保爱树活动，
我们只能跟您合照咯

学校小小的植物园

学校的假山
帅哥美女，笑一个

夕阳无限好，只是近黄昏，
美丽的事物，快乐的时光总是一闪而过
人要保握当下，别失去了才后悔

KMM++KAKUM

During the mid- semester break,i had follow my college sports team to Negeri Sembilan for KAKUM..

Sure wondering what is KAKUM??

KAKOM is an activity organize by the college authority to encourage students join sport.
It meant to instill sport spirit among the student and foster the relationship of students among Matricculation.

However most of the students join KAKOM to get extra cocuricular 10 marks ..

There are many sport in KAKOM such as badminton, ping pong ,basketball, football, squash, volleyball ,chess, cultural performance, public speaking, net ball , marching and tennis.

Actually i am facing conflix betweem choose to go KAKOM or karate competition at Johor. That competiton is utmost important for me as it a sign i had successfully become adult.( Only those who are older then18 have the chance to go for that senior competion)
I had waited for the competition three years. I had turn into 18 and is time for me to go for that competition and prove that i am a senoir.

But finally i choose to go for KAKOM as i still have the chance to go senior competition next year.
I cant make my partner dissappointed. We had trained for months and we prepare to win.
There is no excuse for me to give up.We have the apportunity and responsible to win the medal for our college..

We successfully step into final and meet our strongest oppenant - girls double fron Labuan.
Labuan Matric almost won all the games..There is a curse that every team will lost when they face Labuan. They grab all the gold medals from other college.

After a tough fight, we brought a sad news..
We had lost, lost to that Labuan girls, unable to break the curse, unable to bring back gold medal for our team. When we receice the silver medal, the applouse from the audience made us felt more guilty . We had made our teacher dissappointed--the hope to grab gold medal break..
We felt so sorry to our supporters who standing outside the court to support us.
However, we still need to accept the cruel reality.......

I partner with Michelle in girls double.. We had use a long time to prepare for the competition
Training everyday after the class..Although the class finish at 5, we still need to attend the training at sharp 515..really tired and torment

Our badminton team is the most pitiful team..There is no uniform provided for us..Others team have beautiful jc lol

smile can release tension amist the intense..笑笑没烦恼咯


In competition, every second and every point is indicating win or lost

serious

Although we had lost, but we still enjoy the days spending there with friends and some new friends. We had get known with some new friends from other matric.
We spend our holiday wisely instead of keeping ourself in the house during the two weeks holiday..

KAKOM had strenghen the relationship among the teachers and student..
We learnt not to care much about win and lost, but the most important is friendship..
We support each other without care much about the gender, races, skin colours and language..
We learn to be united instead of blaming each others..

After several days of competition, we finally brought back
3 golds( girl and boy public speaking . girl BM syarahan)
2 silver(girls badminton double)
3 copper(girls ping pong double, man badminton single)

from left: swawal and reime..can you differenciate.. our boys double)

three guy from sepak takrow

Before we leave kolej matrikulasi negeri sembilan, we meet a group of leng zai
（the three guys standing left hand side..这才叫阳光少年嘛，为什么我的校园就找不到酱好看的帅哥？？）
so, sure wont lost the opportunity to take photo lo..haha..

Yan Ting, what are you day dreaming???No NO no, is night dreaming

waa..whats make you soo happy

marching is too boring, we need to do something to cheer up.. Maybe clapping hand can do

took photo at Dewan Utama before depart to Kolej Matrikulasi Negeri Sembilan

(whats had happen.. Smile till the mouth open soo big.. aiyo..美女需要顾点形象嘛）

（cheer towards the sky, saying: we are very happy lol)

(We display our slogan --GEMPA LONDANG to boom the honest VIP
special present to give them a surprise)

r

basketball ball team

volleyball girls team

ping pong team

(turning the mind to think about the next step.. gambate yo )

volleyball boys team

marching team.. very smart lei

started from left :leng nuis from kedah matric, Michelle and me

kmm+sport

The life in kmm will be extremely dull without the companion of sport.
we will play badminton, squash, basketball or sometimes squeeze into the fully occupied gym to build up our body..
Guys go gym to build up their body,but girls go there to slim down..
Tell you a secret,most of the girls will become fatter after they enter this college
( sure la.. repeating eat , sleep and study everyday..the potency of become fat is very high)
Ialmost play all the sports, except those sports who need me to hang under the hot sun.
MY weak point is cant stand on the sun , Malaysia will be perfectly wonderful place without the blazing hot sun..
So i have no fate with tennis and volleyball.
Actually, I plan to learn tennis . But the hot sun stopped my initiative..
So the only thing i can do is sit under the shaded tree and watch my friends enjoy a game.
First of all, i would like to introduce some of my sports friends.
In the first semester, i was busy preparing for kakom.
Need to practice badminton everyday with my partner--Michelle.
However there are much more spacious time during my second semester.
So, what to do ??
I had join another gang of friend to spend my spacious time.
It is nice to know them as they are quite good in playing those game..

All those guys standing behind are my sports partners except the left hand side guy who wearing black shirt with a spectacle. (It is quite weird to take photo while playing sport, so i put this photo to let you see their handsome face lo)

This is our school basketball court.. those guys are from IBA.. I took this photo from B3 hostel