多的是,你不知道的事

喜欢,静静地坐着,静静地呆在一角,静静地让微风吹过发迹,让它缓缓地安抚烦躁的情绪
走神了,深深地陷入夜晚的怀抱,好想念满天星的夜空
想念曾经,静静地躺在连绵的沙滩,静静地放空思绪,带着小孩般的心态,憧憬未来

人,随着年龄慢慢长大,烦恼,也无限扩大,看事务的角度,不再是黑与白那么简单了
学会用镜头去分析,美的东西,拍起来不一定能完美地表态出美感
不美的东西,只要拿捏到对的角度,或许会成了展览上的精品

挣扎,嘶殺的狼嚎,梦露利纳的画莎,浅浅模糊梦幻般的意境
曾经的笑容,没有任何杂质笑容,消失了,被虚伪的假笑取代了
笑,是掩饰自己最好的方法,被包装起来的笑容,机械地透露着淡淡的凄凉

bad or good..its all based on your perception

Am I a good girl??
Its quite a difficult question to answer..
Wish to know more about myself,
but then seems like its too complicated

I don't know whether my action, attitude and perception is correct or false
but then some time I might out of control n doens't meant it
please dont simply guess my personality from your first perception
cause its really take time to know more about me

I don't know whether I am good or bad
But how are we going to define excellent or terrible??
there is no a specific parameter

Lets by gone be by gone
I can still continue my life
with my own pace
I know the road is difficult
n the obstacle is very huge

somekind it might be invisible
not allowing me to view it
only realised when you accidentally knocked on it

But sometime obstacle is good
in term of gaining knowledge and make yourself more mature

thanks god i had experienced the scary nightmare
and i know i will be able to handle it well in the future

*你应该不知道,伪装的笑容,背后藏着几公升的眼泪.
你不知道我为什么能横下心, 对一切的一切逆来顺受的理由
你不知道我很脆弱,脆弱到摔了一跤,可能就再也爬不起
你不知道当你天使般的形象被你亲手摧毁时,深深地捏杀了我的无知和天真
咖啡会变冷,是因为它缺氧,无法呼吸
天空会变黑,是因为没有了太阳的陪伴,在绝望里失去光芒**