Friday, July 1, 2011

A visit to fabric factory at Batu Pahat

1 July 2011

Today, the whole office audit team traveled to Yong Tai Brothers Trading at Batu pahat, to carry out inventory count
The journey is not short, around 500 kilometres from Petaling Jaya.

The life of being a worker at fabric factory appear to be quite miserable.
Got to withstand loud operating machine sound,
with the moist environment.
Those gigantic machine is frightening indeed
I am wondering will the machine explode or accidentally fall down !!!

But then its quite a meaningful experience visiting the fabric factory
I was given the task to sight the existence of property, plant and equipment
It was surprising to get know that those machine worth over RM 100 000 000
The result was satisfied, those machine that I check exist in the factory.

After a tiring morning, we are treated with baba nyonya meal
the strawberry juice is nice, 100 % pure
but the food that being served is just moderate
I think my tongue had getting more and more choosy

After the refreshing lunch, we go on to Yong Tai outlet for inventory count
But this time the process no longer going on smoothly
workers over there cant get the inventory we requested
we force to add on inventory sample thus used up quite lots of time

Out of expectation, we finally reach Malacca outlet by 7 something
After a hectic day
we end up with malacca famous satay celup
Thats the most happy time for the day
haha.. looking for August trip again to Batu Pahat for audit...>.<



Emo









Emo 的情绪
在炎日无人的星期六

一丝一丝
慢慢地
围攻了没有人气的房间

好闷
心很累,很累了
累到连自由都想放弃挣扎了

很想
我行我素地做自己喜欢
有兴趣的事物

不想
这些事成了争执的话题
事情的解决方法
不就是你让我
就是我让你

这其中
酝酿了多少不满
被迫放弃的理念
一定要这样吗
为什么就不能接受
为什么不试着去了解

钱不是万能的
可是它的存在
是有必要的

自己赚的钱
永远比别人送上门的钱
来的香

未来的梦想
没有钱
是办不到的

野心大
资金就要大
现在部开始努力
即使才能创造我的梦想
属于我们的天下

不喜欢只是空想
却没有实际的行动
展开第一步
就有下一步
在一步一步地
走向梦想


有些工
薪水比同样的工高了点
又符合自己的兴趣
但多了些条件
为什么一定要去拒绝
就是为了一个理由
"我不喜欢你这么做"
一直在降低自己的底线

到最后
成了逃避
就逃避吧
如果这真的是解决方案
反正这样的我
是你头痛的源头

有些事情
还是需要保留的

那一份
就让我自己决定

有些事
不去接触
不会懂
要接触了
知道了
才能了解


我的梦想,是拥有我的车,我的家,
有足够的钱,让我不必烦恼,不必可以节省用钱
可以环游世界
可以用我的知识去帮组别人
不必再需要用钱时
才开始烦恼
为什么我当初没及时作规划

21 岁的我
一个很普通的女生
努力去寻找梦想吧








Monday, September 20, 2010

突然好想你

突然好想你,远在天涯的你还好吗??
最近很忙很忙,忙到忘了和高挂天空的星星说话,你不介意吧??
最近很累很累,累倒那曾经快乐的画面不断在脑海飞逝而过..
算一算,离我而去的日子,已经两年了
我已经放弃了,放弃了你最爱的空手道,没有你在身边,付出的努力都变得没有价值..
不过我很乖很乖,尽量把承诺守到最后,努力地完成那场比赛
那你有没有遵守送承诺,躲在哪个角落静静地看我表现??
一直有种错觉,只要我输了哭了,你就会重现在我面前,轻轻地给于安慰,扮傻瓜逗我笑
你说会陪在我身边,却一个人悄悄离我而去,连打个招呼都忘了
算了,我也不必原谅你了,当我有一天去到那个世界时,再好好找你算一算...

你给的爱让我学会痛彻心悱,再见吧,离开爱,把感情陪衬品全都忘了!!!

Sunday, August 22, 2010

多的是,你不知道的事

喜欢,静静地坐着,静静地呆在一角,静静地让微风吹过发迹,让它缓缓地安抚烦躁的情绪
走神了,深深地陷入夜晚的怀抱,好想念满天星的夜空
想念曾经,静静地躺在连绵的沙滩,静静地放空思绪,带着小孩般的心态,憧憬未来

人,随着年龄慢慢长大,烦恼,也无限扩大,看事务的角度,不再是黑与白那么简单了
学会用镜头去分析,美的东西,拍起来不一定能完美地表态出美感
不美的东西,只要拿捏到对的角度,或许会成了展览上的精品

挣扎,嘶殺的狼嚎,梦露利纳的画莎,浅浅模糊梦幻般的意境
曾经的笑容,没有任何杂质笑容,消失了,被虚伪的假笑取代了
笑,是掩饰自己最好的方法,被包装起来的笑容,机械地透露着淡淡的凄凉


Wednesday, August 18, 2010

bad or good..its all based on your perception


Am I a good girl??
Its quite a difficult question to answer..
Wish to know more about myself,
but then seems like its too complicated

I don't know whether my action, attitude and perception is correct or false
but then some time I might out of control n doens't meant it
please dont simply guess my personality from your first perception
cause its really take time to know more about me

I don't know whether I am good or bad
But how are we going to define excellent or terrible??
there is no a specific parameter

Lets by gone be by gone
I can still continue my life
with my own pace
I know the road is difficult
n the obstacle is very huge

somekind it might be invisible
not allowing me to view it
only realised when you accidentally knocked on it

But sometime obstacle is good
in term of gaining knowledge and make yourself more mature

thanks god i had experienced the scary nightmare
and i know i will be able to handle it well in the future

*你应该不知道,伪装的笑容,背后藏着几公升的眼泪.
你不知道我为什么能横下心, 对一切的一切逆来顺受的理由
你不知道我很脆弱,脆弱到摔了一跤,可能就再也爬不起
你不知道当你天使般的形象被你亲手摧毁时,深深地捏杀了我的无知和天真
咖啡会变冷,是因为它缺氧,无法呼吸
天空会变黑,是因为没有了太阳的陪伴,在绝望里失去光芒**

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

stress + competition= getting me crazy

its really a kind af stress..
non-stop training; pressure from master; the path to achieve faster speed; try to slim down 5 kg within 3 week, which is consider as extraordinary for me..

keep telling myself, you must keep going. But what is it for??
to satisfy my pride? to torture myself? Its' so sad to mention that I started to feel tired..
But there is a need to keep going, not for your own sack, but for those that had put hope on you.

still remember the days i train for MASUM..
Although it was tired also, but there are friends around me and keep supporting me..

But SUKMA training was different, just don't know why, its too pressure..
when tired,i keep telling myself, dont give up, it is the path you chosen, should brave up and be strong..
But when the unending sickness attack me, I really fall inTO desperation, why it cant just leave me alone, why keep stick to me..Please dont try to destroy my determination..

still wondering why I insist to join SUKMA?there are always conflicts between me and inner soul of me.. An aspiration from that competition keep pushing me to a higher level. Although i knew that the chance i stand at your level is limited, but at least, I will try my best..Thanks for giving such a wonderful dream for me to achive..

**Actually, i knew the truth behind it..cant be deny that the six sense of gemini is very strong.. Sometime, i rather pretend that i dont know everything, just live in my world and dont care much about others feeling..Just hide and seek protection from turtle shell..Just bury my head into the sand as ostrich usually behave..But then, in reality, i just care too much..**

~~Only allowing you to rest for one day.. By tomorrow, you need to stand up again and face obstacle in life..hiding yourself from troubles is not great way to settle problems..Need to brave up yourself with the path you chosen..gambate!!!~~