不痛不痒

原来,会痛

原来,重返旧地会痛

原来,我曾经心动过

原来,我都在自欺欺人

原来,遇见你从来就是错误的际遇

原来,我偶尔也会想起从前的点点滴滴

虚伪吗?掩饰感情算是虚伪吗?

你发现过吗?发现曾经的所作所为,都为你

你发现过吗?我三更半夜不睡觉折疼自己,都为你

你发现过吗?你大厅广众的责备, 我都是强迫自己-"别哭,要面带笑容"

你发现过吗?为了你,我试着去接受新的事物,结果两头不到岸,还伤了脚,放弃一直驱动自己的喜好

后悔吗,没吧

没有你,我没有办法知道

一直有一个人,在身边支持我

在我伤痕累累时,给我最大的拥抱

包容任性不听话的我, 体谅无知天真的我

原来,当上天关上门,会为你打开另一道窗

日落后才会有日出,狂风暴雨后才会出现彩虹

往往经历过错折后,才会打开眼睛,认清谁才是真地为你着想的人

原来曾经停止跳动的心, 会因为你,重新扑通扑通地跳跃

谢谢你的存在......................................................................................................................................................................

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Question???

I not sure whether I in a real state of understanding well

Its getting more and more miserable

Six sense is giving signals

Just to figure out the truthfullness and correctness behind the scene

Its a kind of stagnation

Omg

What am I thinking

Down mood

CHANGES

I can feel the change, changes between you and me...

We no longer stick to each other as before,

You no longer willing to accompany me for what i wish,

Is it because we stay too close to each other,

We seems like no longer able to communicate spiritually....

THIS IS NOT A GOOD SIGN... HAIZ

TRY

I trying hard to be happy. But I really unhappy..

I am tired.. Tired with whats happening now..

Can I just stay away from this??

Something borrowed

You are something borrowed,

that I never wish to return,

so significant that it cant be imagine how can i goes on my life,

without you..

You are something borrowed,
You borrowed yourself, your heart and maybe

You and your entire life

to me..

You are something borrowed,
You borrow shoulder when I cry
You borrow cutie face to make me smile
You borrowed your story into my life..

You are something borrow,

You borrow your hand and lead me to the right way,

You borrow your hug when I feeling unsecured

You borrow whatever to me whenever i need it..

You made me greedy,

borrow is no longer enough to satisfy me

Wish to keep you by my side

From now

Till the end

Of the world

A visit to fabric factory at Batu Pahat

1 July 2011

Today, the whole office audit team traveled to Yong Tai Brothers Trading at Batu pahat, to carry out inventory count

The journey is not short, around 500 kilometres from Petaling Jaya.

The life of being a worker at fabric factory appear to be quite miserable.

Got to withstand loud operating machine sound,

with the moist environment.

Those gigantic machine is frightening indeed

I am wondering will the machine explode or accidentally fall down !!!

But then its quite a meaningful experience visiting the fabric factory

I was given the task to sight the existence of property, plant and equipment

It was surprising to get know that those machine worth over RM 100 000 000

The result was satisfied, those machine that I check exist in the factory.

After a tiring morning, we are treated with baba nyonya meal

the strawberry juice is nice, 100 % pure

but the food that being served is just moderate

I think my tongue had getting more and more choosy

After the refreshing lunch, we go on to Yong Tai outlet for inventory count

But this time the process no longer going on smoothly

workers over there cant get the inventory we requested

we force to add on inventory sample thus used up quite lots of time

Out of expectation, we finally reach Malacca outlet by 7 something

After a hectic day

we end up with malacca famous satay celup

Thats the most happy time for the day

haha.. looking for August trip again to Batu Pahat for audit...>.<

Emo

Emo 的情绪

在炎日无人的星期六

一丝一丝

慢慢地

围攻了没有人气的房间

好闷

心很累,很累了

累到连自由都想放弃挣扎了

很想

我行我素地做自己喜欢

有兴趣的事物

不想

这些事成了争执的话题

事情的解决方法

不就是你让我

就是我让你

这其中

酝酿了多少不满

被迫放弃的理念

一定要这样吗

为什么就不能接受

为什么不试着去了解

钱不是万能的

可是它的存在

是有必要的

自己赚的钱

永远比别人送上门的钱

来的香

未来的梦想

没有钱

是办不到的

野心大

资金就要大

现在部开始努力

即使才能创造我的梦想

属于我们的天下

不喜欢只是空想

却没有实际的行动

展开第一步

就有下一步

在一步一步地

走向梦想

有些工

薪水比同样的工高了点

又符合自己的兴趣

但多了些条件

为什么一定要去拒绝

就是为了一个理由

"我不喜欢你这么做"

一直在降低自己的底线

到最后

成了逃避

就逃避吧

如果这真的是解决方案

反正这样的我

是你头痛的源头

有些事情

还是需要保留的

那一份

就让我自己决定

有些事

不去接触

不会懂

要接触了

知道了

才能了解

我的梦想,是拥有我的车,我的家,

有足够的钱,让我不必烦恼,不必可以节省用钱

可以环游世界

可以用我的知识去帮组别人

不必再需要用钱时

才开始烦恼

为什么我当初没及时作规划

21 岁的我

一个很普通的女生

努力去寻找梦想吧